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My Stories, My philosophy
A Journey of Awakening.
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An Angel approached me
A love came, not distanced but closely with their universe living
We walked side by side, talking and laughing like old friends reunited after centuries apart. Our conversation flowed effortlessly, as though time itself had never separated us.
Around us, flowers swayed gently in the breeze. A nearby stream sang a quiet melody, and the air shimmered with a peaceful presence that lifted my heart. Everything felt alive, wrapped in a calm beyond ordinary surrounding.
Within this spirit dimension, I walked beside him—a man with flowing blond hair and a graceful presence unlike anyone I have known in this lifetime. Yet the moment I saw him, something deep within me recognized him.
My mind could not remember his face.
But my soul did.
In that single moment, the distance of centuries dissolved. A longing I had carried without knowing its name suddenly disappeared. I knew I was walking once again beside someone I had loved as a lifelong companion.
At last, we were reunited.
Who Was He?
I wake up with my physical body I am in the earthly world. In front the space, I felt I am being apart with a dimensional distance distance, separates from the authority to be the life, the mind thinker and the soul supporter because the soul back to its lowest positions. The mind is a energy user, while the soul back as the battery life, lives a recharged life. Back to the lower dimension to become the bridge.
Yet, back to the lower world, the encounter did not leave me. Instead, it stayed quietly within my mind. The mind has learned through the connection of soul awakening journey.
Through the experiences, to other is dreams, to me is a calling, an acknowledgment where my energy life was with insights that followed, my life gradually unfolded, revealing higher self's memories that had long rested beneath my ordinary awareness.
In this earthly life, I felt like a young soul still learning in the mind's conscious life. Yet in that other realm, I recognized an older part of myself—one that remembered him, but we have to choose to go a separate way.
He was not a stranger.
He was my dearest companion, a partner of light whose consciousness are connected in one unity.
He, our departed soul at last had journeyed beside mine across ages beyond this lifetime. Although our paths had been separated, the bond between us had never truly been broken.
Not able to reunion was not that he had abandoned me, but that circumstances beyond the destiny difficulty had kept us apart ( the reason, I will stated in future book, Shifting Time.) As I perceived it, he try to explain to me. He side because the war. He was occupied and couldn't be himself; he was unable to accompany me in the way he had hoped.
So he waited.
He waited for my growth.
He waited for my female light to find him and put back our last pieces left in the secreted dimension for keeping his lose solder's soul, to keep his promised protect the warriors. Here is another need for a Transitional Support. our soul needs crossing energetically.
He waited our energy of empowering, emerging to another higher level, free from the space in separation, free from with dimensional resistance.
As my awareness continued to deepen, I, the mind thinker came to understand his presence as belonging to my light's mission their higher purpose through me.
Light's reunion did not feel accidental. To me, it came at the calling, take back their authority in this earthly world, when I prepared to contribute this enlightened light in service to this earthly world—through me the carries the house of shellbody, accepting with their higher purpose, the reason I am the one hold the biophysical portal for them.
The life entrusted me
Who holds the authority? Who is one who truly lives?
These questions did not arrive as philosophy. They arrived as realization.
For much of my life, I believed that I was simply this person—this body, this mind, these thoughts.
Yet gradually I began to wonder whether there was something deeper quietly living within me.
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Living is more than the body.
Living is the movement of thought becoming choice, and choice becoming action. Every action leaves an imprint, shaping both ourselves and the world around us. The body provides a temporary home through which life may grow, learn, and express itself, until the self becomes capable of standing in a greater awareness.
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Like many people, I once believed every thought belonged to the same "I." Yet through years of experience, I began to notice different layers of awareness working within me.
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In everyday life, the movement between conscious and subconscious thought happens so quickly that we rarely recognize the difference. Everything appears to arise from one mind.
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Over time, however, I came to perceive consciousness as having layers. I sense that I wasn't that intelligent, yet it appears its intelligence when the mind calms, not overly thinking to use the energy I have supplied through sleep, rest and being happy and confident.
The everyday mind belongs to this earthly life, while a deeper awareness continues beyond it. Rather than seeing them as separate beings, I came to understand them as different expressions of one continuing journey.
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This realization slowly changed the way I saw myself.
I no longer viewed myself as the owner of this life, but as its caretaker—a steward entrusted with a gift to cultivate through growth, learning, and service.
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My earthly identity became, to me, one chapter within a much longer story.
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It was through this awakening that I came to realize I had never walked alone.
The presence I call Mother Light had quietly accompanied me all along.
Her calling, as I understand it, is to serve those within the western sphere of the universe from which she comes. In my heart, I simply call her Sky Mother.
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a greater consciousness,
an expression of my continuing life,
a completed light,
not separate from me, but the greater life from which my present life emerged.
I call her Sky Mother, my own name for the greater consciousness from which I believe my present life has emerged. It is a personal expression and should not be understood as referring to any particular religious figure.
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I did not experience her as someone who replaced me. Rather, I came to understand her as the greater life from which my own life had been entrusted. Without that greater life, I would never have entered this world. It felt if I am the smart phone in this world like the real one, she is my I-cloud in the universe, we are using it, but do not see directly she has been there all along for me.
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The relationship also felt much like that of a loving parent and child.
A parent entrusts a child with freedom—to learn, to choose, to make mistakes, and to grow—yet the child never ceases to belong to the life that gave it birth.
So too, I came to feel that this lifetime had been entrusted to me.
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After my soul awakening recognized her deeper intelligent life
Sometimes I still ask myself:
When this life comes to its end, what will I have to offer?
Will I return having fulfilled the purpose entrusted to me?
Or will I have fallen short of the person I was meant to become?
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Whenever those fears arise, I remember something else.
Mother Light has never allowed me to remain where fear would leave me. Again and again, life has placed people, experiences, and unexpected lessons before me—sometimes gentle, sometimes demanding—always inviting me to continue growing.
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The image that best expresses this feeling is that of a mother guiding her young bird from the safety of the nest.
The first flight is frightening.
Yet the mother does not act out of cruelty.
She trusts the life she has nurtured.
She knows that wings were never meant to remain folded.
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Looking back, I realize I have often felt the same.
Many times I believed I was not ready.
Yet life continued to move me forward.
Not because I was fearless,
but because something greater continued believing in me.
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Along this journey, I also walk to spiritual world by the awakening soul, my soul and mind is a two different ability, the soul I can go back to my dimensional world when is called or by my own will.
In one of them, a young woman introduced herself as Le lin-chen. Although I had never met her in this earthly life, she greeted me with familiarity, as though we already belonged to the same family.
She spoke of the companion I had met before.
"He is our Lord," she said.
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At the time, I had no idea what she meant.
The word Lord carried no personal meaning for me. Rather than giving me certainty, the experience left me with more questions than answers.
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Looking back, I have come to appreciate that.
My journey has never unfolded through certainty.
It has unfolded one realization at a time.
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