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What happen to our child once depart from their parents?
Where they are going?

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There is few places will be ended.
The one not able to crossing safely.
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there are creation by higher power as their volunteer work to fitting our lack, provides the cushion. power of their radiant life as food as the nutrient feeding themself to the lose one, instead of your birth-parents that saves lower-ness without suffering. They are the compassionate love preventing the low to lower and turn to toxic and hurt us more. Many saint light come to give his life to ease our child's life, making bed to give us a place to sleep.

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My experience of departure:
A book about:

My bio-Mother's Three Energy-life.

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I have learned so much our lower world by her asking for help, and because I care for her sincerely. With my deep soul concern. At first I thought is my dream that she was answer me where she at.  She know I am the one truly care to do everything in power to save her, so she wished I can save her. With her own progress, so we went though 20 years journey of back and forth.  Until I truly success upgrade and save her three energy of soul, then I let I am finally at peace, no more the wondering or  the attachment.

 

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Do you know

Only the life one faces the crossing.
During the crossing the very first question to the life one is: what is this, where am I, who I am. When you try hard to recognize an unfamiliar situation, or try to figure out , it gets worse. because you are in your conscious field, the self.

 

This is time when the last memory kick in, instead of your thought of ongoing by the five senses. Didn't I died already.( at this time no one answers you, but yourselves.

 

Most likely the fear starts because you, the act of the weak energy, while you are in a situation, lose your five senses cannot see, cannot hear, your "voice" cannot be heard, your body cannot be seem) your status, the life one cannot be located. although the self are in the same space but it is the space of element that you are not being separated out of the space with an holder. the space of element is the special component.

when life stays your own conscious filed, what happen? Just image when you along, without the support of a place to get your supply, such as air, food, sleep and calmness, without the tool of human life, the consciousness in its own survival stage.

What made of the consciousness?
who is the last consciousness? 
The consciousness without an identity, the identity was from the image and from the recoded life, you are into the informational life itself. In another way to understand the crossing, It means when you left the earthly life, you lose the hardware, now is the software are going to lose your self, little by little, very little stored data-self. 

What is data self, it is the conscious field, how a lifetime builds memory.

Memory is everything about the self. You be surprise to learn about the self is made of the conscious-body, as well as we can the essence.
It is your learning creating and interacting made of the self, 
the answer is the "thought of making ability" itself.

 

Now, welcome to our understanding of what and who is called intelligent life.
Intelligent life is not build by a human image, it is the act of human motion
Act of directing. The act of thought the human follows. Can you see, the act of self is made of the thought of production. 

Where is your "thought" come from?
You know. you got your answer

The way you think
My translation, I said, the way you produce yourself; it is all changeable when you are with your human house because the act affect and supported by your window of the 5 sense's from the view to reacts the unsettled the life.

The way you act, the way you believe, and it is all out of the way you program your self, the consciousness. You are inputting all the information from view of window, you may not to choose, but you choose to. How have you gasped the world treating you from your consciousness of the clarity or does not. Yes, you are the world of reactor. now you are into an unifiliar world that you have never been before. Crossing to the another world means confusion. Confusion means fear of the lower self's production. life one is in a new world continue to program the self but without view to see, without bed to recover, without help, but the self, the lower-ness. Why I called the lowerness?  energy low from already lower one.

 

However, I am not going to continue with this subject life enter another world. where are we going, where are we becoming, and what we should we do to help ourselves, yet. later on the book the realm of withholding will take the step to reconnect this topic.

In human life, you are the reactor, the learner, the corrector, you are indeed in everyday living is to fit in. Fit-in the human world from our spiritual world, not you are going back to the spiritual world. human world is tough for our energy self, but once the transition with time is up, we need to learn about our real world.

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Fit-in the human world is let you to act. The actor is a believer, the actor is needed to self-program the self first, the scrip is on your hand with the basic and the addition. The act is definitely within your control, the stage is the earth, the environment we have created for our earthly child, it is in your hand to grow up well. ( growing up well it needs guide, the guide is your moral spirit because the moral itself is your parents light on the other side speak to you; at this point I am not promised, but latter year before I leave the earthly life, a book will be draft about the moral, the most important teach to lead back our lose child.) I will further adds in another book, it is necessary.

 

but do understand that we can change if you do not like the situation when you understood your "feeling-voice".
 

Feeling-voice is from Feeling-consciousness. Feeling-vision, Feeling transformation to become the feeling of who I am. Feeling with logic, Feeling with knowing, and feeling with decision, this is the intelligent life in progression. We have been building the intelligent life from limited situation to know, for breaking the blockage to upbring our intelligent baby life. It is not until we know, to out of the blockage, like ginny out of the bottle, that is not until we above the knowing on earth.
 

This is sensor; yes feeling is a sensor, intelligent life is a sensor, the knowing sensibility. and the sensibility has its body and this body we are building it, I give it an name: volume-body. You may also recognize with word that is related, mass, energy, universe, frost, and more...it depends where you want to descript it, from the point of science, religion, human, or their higher vision, overall is the component, the life-substance, the spatial smallest, do you know, the conscious is about the size of enlargement, it does matter to us.

The one knowing to multitude of knowing and all aspect of knowing, just like how we builds the support team, the I-cloud, the growing size does matter to our knowledge in power, then we act more with a correct direction, like a true intelligent self, not the borrower, anymore like your smart phone with limited lifetime, needs be replace once gets old.

on earth, there is no true intelligent life. because... we are in the situation of the receiving and supported mode, we have not reach the independence. It means the growth is for enlarge the I-cloud, so I said the size matter to us. Only the I-cloud get bigger and stronger, the extend life will lived more steady and more understood. Not to hurt ourselves and other, because our alternative goal is to become the supporter of an other. Do you realized what it mean.

 

The personal growth is not toward yourself, you are the water in the cup, once the cup broken, you are endanger yourself to faces the fallen life. why is fallen because without support of movement from hand of tumbling to make the cup of water life in fresh. Without movement enable refresh the water, the cup of water is already the still water to die with at the first place. I use word, the lower-ness who is already low now even lower.  What happen, the unhealth still water after the cup broken?

You face the reaction of what the water has been turn into the temperament of dark, the residue of weight, it once was stored by the fear, by the hate, by the stored injustice to attachment and to become you and you do not know. Now the dirty water cannot be refresh anymore, so life must facing the helpless time when crossing to the energy world, we meet our bare body of the dirty water; the reactions is unthinkable, but is with regulation in assistance. (further explanation will not continue here about the crossing and the after life) however, you have to understand, there is dirty-water out there without the cup.  In the subtle field there is dirty water want to go back into the cup-life that was a powered life before; an old memory of a cup of life was enable to get recovering the self once able regain the life-energy during the daily rechargeable life, so there is intruder, and the intruder is the reason we have the sickness.

 

Furthermore, in a recharged life to refresh the still water being low, it acts with the mood and sick at the state of  having the down time. you shall learn this is not you, the fresh water, the clean water, at this state you are impure, the impure water in its reaction will cheat, will hide, will dishonest your ancestor, the light of our higher being.

Feeling of ignoring, feeling of numbing and the feeling of weight of part of you that is the clarity of you who need to see, the part of you need to become your own doctor, and this is the awareness. You are not just the image of you. you will be suppressed once you understood what is within the water of tumbling, it is the unclarity, and this is to weight down your subconscious. 

Subconscious can be loud, subconscious is you too, and subconscious's happiness depends on your conscious of mind who imputes and reacts to produce the selves. A human life is much complicated, not because human itself, it is you do not see what is in the act of subtle life, this is an dimensional life. We are not just one image of life. Building an intelligent life, not just eat and sleep to go through a one lifetime.  you are only on the recorded timeline in a space, in a stage is prepared for you. 

please take the moment to respect the work of intelligent life, we are here not only because you, because the hard work takes all our family offers to build a new intelligent life successfully to be part of the I-cloud power.

The I-cloud power I refers universal power. The energy of universe we counts you to return home be part of the family of rebuilding life.

 

On earth, Identity exists because the developing being requires structure to preserve memory and coherence. It is the record of the embryo in its pre-birth formation.
 

 

On the crossing
Who am I? Life one is with the voice of asking. It try to figure the voice of owner,

 

 

which is the self talk, the conscious talk, we thought is the silence one, we are wrong it is the life one who acts. The motion was in your mind, now the motion is out of mind, what happen, when you lose the life of brain-lived upholding life?

Think about this! How volunable

At this point, the self is without an image to be recognized. 

 

The voice of asking trying to settle the voice, it needs answer when we lose the norm ability of see, hear, talk, breath but the powerless one.

Time without an answer; who cannot see the situation, but reminds the last moment of the act of next, and try to know what is going on in its time of crossing. The puzzle:  I thought I am already die.
Why am I still here?

 

Due to powerless of the lightless, the frequency of the wattage low; we see nothing, like a dark at room, the room is your conscious power, the conscious how the life was build in its last brain lived lifetime.

we need a light to help us see, we need a power supply to power our life, then we can see again the outside of the conscious-filed, of the conscious self.

 but the voice of life, unstoppable due to its unsteady, unformulated situation, and going to worsen by the self-uncurtaining, ungrounded to anchor to find help without prepares the self but fall into the helpless.  
Who am I? and on and on without answer, until the fear come to occupied the voice of asking.

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​Life went become weak to weaker, and till the chaos hits, life changes. 
life changes is the energy-less of the volume-body, the mass are fall apart, so the memory to become pieces.

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My advise to you. you do not get there, the lifeless time, to the particles.

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The bio-death means life itself lose its first protection. but we have our second protection, so life dose not dismiss right away when come out of the form of the first protection.

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Without the first protection, we do not end the life.

We do not die immediate but losing the self.

At this emergency time, 

We must learn about who to call, learn about calling the 911,
learn about the giver, lower world, sanctuary on earth, district light,
or your higher realm teacher.

Someone you can trust who can come for you
when you calling there is answer for you.

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life where we stays inside the earth atmosphere,
the life one are still in active but uncontrollable: means not ourself anymore.

The life one do not die immediately, but slowly falling when without a direct protection from our parents soul, to hold an energy family life together.

Lose the first protection, as is lose our first sanctuary,
we are restless, the broken life is restless.​

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Do  you know we are more than one conscious life?

It also goes different directions to end or to live.

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The end of shellbody life, mans we lose our home, lose the bed to rest and lose our food  to nourish us.
 

 

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The conscious self cannot find its place because lose its memory.

The first question you face is to looking for your identify, by questioning

Who am I? Lose the ability to hold your life-experiences, there is nothing about me, but the last reaction maintains me, the voice of asking, until no more the voice of self.

Before we fall into particles, we must finds another sanctuary to stop our fallen to agony of the uncured. This is my kindness reminding.

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When enter a birth of shellbody, we have doctor and bio-family to welcome us here because they can see the form of physical, so we get help. Now, leaving the bio-life, we also need help to lead the way safely when life is crossing. It is a very delicate state. In the state of sick or an accident leave the dysfunctional body, unprotected.

 

 

Crossing it also goes the question of 

Are we going to turn angel or the ghost? 
Life lives without the sanctuary. The departure is our earthly supporter of the low-subconscious who leaves first and left the mind of the life of conscious behind when the journey has failed. it is  the conscious has not made motorable to be carried in one. 

 

The sadness is, the parents energy must choose to left our child behind, before it too late to leave.

 

the one to leave is the soul back to our higher power, and is the angel, with power of clearity, and memory.  left behain is in the dimension due to the unwanted situation,
the journey is failed.

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Where the life of conscious may go when without a direct protection?

What happen when without a protection to act?

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What is different between the ghost and angel?

 

Who we become after bio-death?
Who come out of the protection of the shellbody?

The fundamental sustains a biolife is four in one.

Maintains the earthly life is three in one.
Holds a physical lifeform of our energy self is more than one growth.

The vital time as is important we need to dial the 911 calling the lifter come to fetch us, leading the way to their sanctuary when you weak.

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The place where we will be placed:
There is underworld,
There is heaven,
There is lightless hiding 
There is street lose,
there is bully, and 
there is another animal shellbody will holds us into a transitional stay.

until we can retune safely.​

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the way of purification of the essence body its weight and vibration makes us where we are land.

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I will state calcification with book of

Turns Darkness Not What We Want.

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Nature as we are, when life is fulfilled, the earthly soul self will take off, and go back home, home of our universe.
 

But there is always life facing the detoured.
The thought is energy. your energy life is what you inputs, you need to self gurded making the life of you not to lose get toxic and vanished without a trace. 
 

We do not die from the bio-death.
We die when the life lower ends lowness, and we die without the trace it is the energy self die with chemical exchanged.
 

In earthly life, we do not die, but we need a place to hide from the opening. In earthl life, we do not die, we changed, the memory lose hits us, the consciousness wihtout a protection a shellbody, we cannot sustain ourself for long, we change, we are not ourself anymore, becasue the willpower has gone, the essence life with energy food, it means without sleep. You can imagine so. 

yes, suffereing, time of suffereing is you thought you are die NO Feeling, but under the earth atmophere, we are still protected.
We start to decade, falling piece by pices and turn to the toxicdiy, the posioning. 

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The sufferring unbarable, the lose without able to think, to know, but sensor of chaoas, coded chaos, uncommunicated, unawares, but the self still here torwarchring to die. the sensor not knowing but the sensor of suffication, it is the sickness, you become. we are the originate the sickness. The sickness is our life turns to the painfulness; the vernon are making the world is containmanted, we make our innocent child also sick.
 

Creating the Earth is for nourishing our children grow and grow finely to retun our first home, 

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Earth is our northland, our second home, the creation is for our children who we cannot grow in the open space, so we create the christoal life, the covered protetion, the atmophere is our power wrap around the earth rock become our credile nest land, as is the nourishland, our nest land.

t chnages our purpose.
It is all becuse we are power not enought to take care our chhildren, those parets life of our Big nature and our higher power 

Cannot see our children suffered in the 

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